estero

hitler muff - Saturday, Feb. 11, 2006
rigidity - Friday, Feb. 10, 2006
i don't want to be with you anymore - Monday, Jan. 30, 2006
love monkey - Tuesday, Jan. 17, 2006
only in another language would it make any sense - Thursday, Jan. 05, 2006

the red

one day it won't be anymore

i won't be here anymore

i always wanted to be separate, to be my own, to be an individual

but then i get sad that he's too separate from me

there is still too much space

i am not accustomed to space

what do i do with it

it makes me trip and fall and nothing to grab on to

i won't be satisfied until we're connected intravenously, our blood pumping flowing in and out of each other..